PUBLISHED IN ISSUE 1 | FALL 2021
Faith vs. Profane in Kendrick Lamar's good kid, m.A.A.d. city
Riley Mitchell
McLennan Community College
Riley Mitchell is currently a student at McLennan Community College and is in the Honors College. They hope to get a bachelor’s degree in writing before attending seminary school. Afterwards, the author hopes to find a career that balances their love for music and Christ.
ABSTRACT
The aim of this study is to analyze the interplay and tension between the themes of God and faith and the more profane elements expressed through Kendrick Lamar’s developmental techniques on the album good kid, m.A.A.d. city, and explain hip-hop’s role in easing the tension. This study will do so by implementing conventional literary analysis techniques by viewing the lyrical components of the album as literature and adapting those techniques to analyze the sonic and production aspects of the album and their contribution to the album’s
overall thematic development. Through a day in the life plot structure, an array of literary, sonic, and production techniques, and utilizing the conscious and violent characteristics of hip-hop, Lamar illustrates the reality of the conflict between one’s faith and their profane environment and offers his Christian faith as the only solution to the conflict. As a genre, hip-hop has the unique ability to combine profane elements and highly influential storytelling to bring light to dark places and ease the tension between faith and the profane in all environments.
INTRODUCTION
On Good Friday of 2017, Kendrick Lamar released his fourth studio album, DAMN. It became his third straight album to be nominated for the “album of the year” Grammy award, and lose. However, on April 16, 2018, DAMN. took home a much more impressive award: the Pulitzer Prize for Music, becoming the first non-classical/jazz piece to win the award. Dana
Canedy, the administrator of the prize, commended Lamar for his accomplishment stating, “it shines a light on hip-hop in a completely different way. This is a big moment for hip-hop music”
(“Wins Pulitzer,” 2018).
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Many members of the classical music community were offended by DAMN. winning the award while others were supportive of Lamar, including one of his fellow finalists who called him, “one of the greatest living American composers” (“Wins Pulitzer,” 2018). Despite what some may think, the jury put much thought into the decision and had to consider over 100 other musical compositions, which juror David Hajdu said included “some pieces of classical music that drew upon hip-hop as a resource” (“Wins Pulitzer,” 2018). Hajdu added,
“that led us to put on the table the fact that this sphere of work has value on its own terms and not just as a resource for use in a field that is more broadly recognized by the institutional establishment as serious or legitimate” (“Wins Pulitzer,” 2018).
Lamar winning the Pulitzer sparked conversations in both academic and non-academic circles concerning the legitimacy of rap music and hip-hop as an art form. Putting rap music in the same conversation as classical music, the "esteemed" form of music, is rarely done, especially in the public sphere. This landmark event begs the question: "are we underappreciating hip-hop?" Hip-hop has received much praise in the academic sphere, but the general public still seems to underappreciate and misunderstand the art form. Current appreciation for modern art is the driving motivation behind the podcast Dissect. The podcast “picks one album per season and analyzes one song per episode” and has topped many “Best of” podcast listings (Dissect, 2016). The podcast has covered Kendrick Lamar’s albums To Pimp a Butterfly and DAMN., but has not yet given his breakthrough album, good kid, m.A.A.d. city, a formal dissection. Dissect has, however, provided a brief plot summary, contextual information, and a few insights into the breakthrough album (Cuchna, 2016).
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In the last decade, more people have begun incorporating hip-hop, especially Lamar’s work, into academic studies and coursework. Articles such as Molokov and Zueva’s “Rap Poetry and Postmodernism” (2017) and Dover and Pozdol’s “Teaching Good Kids in a m.A.A.d World:
Using HipHop to Reflect, Reframe, and Respond to Complex Realities” (2016) have studied hiphop as literature, implementing conventional literary analysis techniques in their study. Dover and Pozdol, along with other researchers such as Bettina Love in her article “Good Kids, Mad Cities: Kendrick Lamar and Finding Inner Resistance in Response to Ferguson USA,” and James Haile in his article “Good Kid, M.A.A.d City: Kendrick Lamar's Autoethnographic Method” (2018), upon viewing Lamar’s album good kid, m.A.A.d. city, as literature, have found Lamar’s self-reflective techniques to be one of the most influential aspects of the album. Haile claims Lamar utilizes perspective shifts and the autoethnographic method, using personal experience to form larger narratives about realities, to initiate self-reflection and argue that an array of perspectives is necessary to gain a fuller understanding of a particular context (Haile, 2018).
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In interviews with Complex, The Guardian, and The New York Times, Lamar has commented on his utilization of multiple perspectives, fragmented plot structure, various production techniques, and the themes of God and faith on the album good kid, m.A.A.d. city (Ahmed, 2012; Collins, 2012; “Weight of Clarity,” 2015). Alan Noble and Zachary Settle, in their articles “I’ll Write Til I’m Right With God” (2014) and “‘Dying of Thirst’: Kendrick Lamar's 'Good Kid M.A.A.D. City' as Theology of Confession” (2015), respectively, discussed
Lamar’s use of previously mentioned techniques to develop these themes and their importance to the album and Lamar’s larger discography. They argue that these themes are Lamar’s primary motives for making music and are integral in understanding the album, which Lamar confirmed in an interview with The New York Times (Noble, 2015; Settle, 2014; “Weight of Clarity,” 2015).
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If these themes are as integral to Lamar’s music as he says they are, then it is important to understand how they interact with other aspects of his music, such as his literary, production, and self-reflective techniques. This article will analyze the interplay and tension between the themes of God and faith and the more profane elements expressed through Lamar’s developmental techniques on the album good kid, m.A.A.d. city, and explain hip-hop’s role in easing the tension. Lamar develops this tension most prominently on the songs “Bitch, Don’t Kill My Vibe,”
“Backseat Freestyle,” “The Art of Peer Pressure,” “Money Trees,” “Poetic Justice,” “Sing About
Me, I’m Dying of Thirst,” and “Real,” but before discussing the interplay and tension between
God, faith, and the profane in these songs, it is important to understand the album’s plot and structure.
ALBUM PLOT & STRUCTURE
According to Lamar, the album is “about one day in the life of [Kendrick] and [his] homeboys” (Ahmed, 2012). The album takes place in 2004 and is unique for having a delineated plot structure, meaning the sequence of events as presented on the album are out of order. It also contains skits, non-musical sections where listeners only hear voices and environmental sounds such as car doors, which move the narrative along and elaborate on ideas presented in the songs.
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The first song is “Sherane, a.k.a. Master Splinter’s Daughter.” The song opens with a recitation of the Sinner’s Prayer, which plants a thematic seed, gives an idea of where the album is headed, and more. The rest of the song provides listeners with a backstory for characters K-dot
(17-year-old Lamar) and his family, and Sherane, K-Dot’s love interest, and her family, then jumps to the middle of the album’s narrative. In the song, K-Dot meets Sherane at a house party in Compton, a poor, crime-ridden city in southern California. Through summer-long texting, KDot learns that Sherane lives just outside of Compton, her mother was a crack addict
and is either dead or no longer around, she lives with her grandmother and two younger brothers, and she has a serious family history of gang banging.
Over the course of the album, K-Dot rides around Compton with his friends freestyling, smoking weed, drinking, getting into trouble, pursuing sex, and seeking revenge which results in one of their own getting shot and killed. This forces K-Dot and his friends to confront the reality of death and their wicked lifestyles. In the parking lot of a Food for Less, an older woman sees them in their turmoil, confronts them, tells them they are “dying of thirst,” and offers them Holy water. This is the moment K-Dot’s life is changed forever and he receives Jesus as his personal savior. K-Dot takes a deep dive into understanding himself and starts to question his motives before finally listening to his parents’ advice given on the voicemails throughout the album. The album ends with a glimpse into the next chapter, where K-Dot becomes Kendrick Lamar and uses music to bring positivity, tell the untold stories, and ease the tension in the conflict between faith and the profane.
INTERPLAY & TENSION ON “BITCH, DON’T KILL MY VIBE” & “BACKSEAT FREESTYLE”
“Bitch Don’t Kill My Vibe” does not progress the narrative and is one of only two songs rapped from Lamar The Writer’s perspective, “Compton” being the other. “Bitch, Don’t Kill My Vibe” sets the tone for the musical artistry that is about to take place. This album is going to be substantive; it is going to be something unheard of, and Kendrick explains why on the song. He is telling people, “shut up and listen because this is hip-hop coming back to life.” The song ends with a skit that starts the album’s narrative. In the skit, K-Dot’s friend pulls up in a car and tells him to get in the car with him and get ready to freestyle. This directly leads into the next song, “Backseat Freestyle,” where K-Dot is in a car with his friends freestyling and having a good time.
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Even though “Bitch, Don’t Kill My Vibe” does not directly contribute to the narrative until the skit at the end, it heavily contributes to thematic development. In an interview with
Complex, Lamar stated that “Bitch, Don’t Kill My Vibe” is “really one big subliminal at everybody getting in a situation where everyone wants to have creative control. That’s the vibe I wanted to kill” (Ahmed, 2012). In the context of the album, the song prepares listeners to hear what is authentically Kendrick Lamar, unencumbered by artistic and visionary sacrifice or peer pressure, and develops album themes such as the conflict between faith and the profane. He does this first by diverging from the narrative and rapping from Lamar The Writer’s perspective in only the second song of the album. By rapping from Lamar The Writer’s perspective early on, he establishes his real, natural sound and his ideal state of mind in 2012, when the album was released. The first half of the chorus reads:
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“I am a sinner who’s probably gonna sin again Lord, forgive me! Lord, forgive me!
Things I don’t understand
Sometimes I need to be alone
Bitch, don’t kill my vibe” (Kendrick Lamar 2012).
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Ideally, Lamar is constantly aware of who he is and who God is. He is a sinner in need of forgiveness and God is the only One who can forgive him. In just the second song of the album Lamar highlights the main conflict: the tension between his desire to be faithful to God and the temptations of his profane environment. The tension will not be fully relieved either, as indicated by the chorus. He will always struggle with the temptations about to be laid out on the album. Even the subliminal described by Lamar is a temptation itself. The subliminal is aimed at the rap industry and artists who pander to the masses instead of using their own creativity. Lamar could give in to the voices telling him how to make popular music, but his desire to be faithful to God means making music that speaks truth, which is what this album is going to do. Nevertheless, the tension is still there.
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Second, Lamar ends the musical portion of the song with a violin solo, which exemplifies the vibe he does not want people to kill. The violin is then immediately contrasted by a skit of K-
Dot’s friends picking him up to start their day by smoking and freestyling in their car, which leads into the song “Backseat Freestyle.” When in the car with his friends, K-Dot raps the song “Backseat Freestyle,” which is seemingly a purely boastful rap about a life filled with money, power, and sex. However, the song is layered and comments on the destructive mindset corrupting K-Dot and his friends.
“Backseat Freestyle” is loud and drum-heavy, and essentially kills the vibe created on the previous song. As soon as K-Dot’s friends arrive, his faith and vibe is contested and drowned out by the loud, violent beat of his environment. This concept of his environment embodying a particularly loud, violent beat reoccurs throughout the album. Later in the album, it is described as a “murderous rhythm” and an energy that can “fill the body with hate” (Kendrick Lamar 2012).
Throughout most of the album, K-Dot does not try too hard to resist the influence of his peers and environment. Rather, he gives in to it quickly. On “Backseat Freestyle,” K-Dot fully embraces the violent, murderous beat of his environment and raps over it, talking about his dream of a violent life filled with money, power, and respect. In an interview with Complex, Punch, President of Top Dawg Entertainment, described the song as “reckless,” stating “that’s just how you feel in a particular mind frame” (Ahmed, 2012). The song describes a moment and state of mind familiar to many high schoolers under the profane influence of peer pressure, but it also provides insight into the situation through what Molokov, Kirill, and Zueva call Lamar’s intertextualization of Martin Luther King Jr’s “I had a dream” speech (Ahmed, 2012; Molokov and Zueva, 2017).
The intro and outro of “Backseat Freestyle” reads:
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“Martin had a dream
Martin had a dream
Kendrick have a dream” (Kendrick Lamar 2012).
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And the chorus reads:
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“All my life I want money and power
Respect my mind or die from lead shower
I pray my dick get big as the Eiffel Tower
So I can fuck the world for seventy-two hours” (Kendrick Lamar 2012).
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Third, according to Alan Noble, “Backseat Freestyle” is a parody of young K-Dot. Noble points out that Lamar juxtaposes his crude and exaggerated desires described in the song with Martin
Luther King Jr.’s dream for equality (Noble, 2015). Through this juxtaposition, Lamar reveals the conflict between the opposing faithful desires of MLK's vision and his profane desire for money and power, and, in doing so, both sympathizes with and critiques K-Dot’s and his community’s mindset.
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It is important to remember that Lamar is rapping from the perspective of his teenage self, K-Dot, and the state of mind expressed on this song is in the context of the events of the narrative. James Haile says the album is an example of an autoethnographic study, Lamar being the autoethnographer; he is both the individual being examined (Haile, 2018). Haile references
Leon Anderson’s autoethnographic requirements that an autoethnographer must be “a full member” of the context being examined, a documented member, “committed to developing theoretical understandings of broader social phenomena,” present in the narrative, and also must have “dialogue with informants beyond the self,” and found that in good kid, m.A.A.d. city Lamar fits all the requirements (Anderson, 2006; cited in Haile, 2018).
Therefore, in this narrative, K-Dot and his friends represent their larger community. Lamar confirmed this in an interview with The Guardian, saying the album shows “why these kids act the way they act,” and “how the world looks at my friends as delinquents when they are really good kids at heart... but from the time they was born... they had no figure to guide them”
(Collins, 2012). They are all being influenced by the “murderous rhythm” of their environment which is filling them with wicked dreams and hate. So, K-Dot’s dream reflects not only his corrupted mindset, but his community’s.
Fourth, Lamar uses the autoethnographic method to elevate his embedded layered meanings in songs and comment on his community at large. In this case, the chorus may be heard from both K-Dot’s and Lamar’s perspective. “Kendrick have a dream” initially sounds like a declaration from K-Dot telling listeners to pay attention to his revolutionary dream, but by the outro, it may be heard as Lamar, or K-Dot’s faithful conscience, screaming at K-Dot to dream for something good, like Martin Luther King Jr. did (Kendrick Lamar 2012). This double perspective is found all throughout the album, and it allows Lamar to simultaneously illustrate the profanity of his environment and community, which he is part of, and denounce it. In doing this, he portrays the complex conflict going on inside many people’s minds between their deep-rooted desire for good, and the deceitful, wicked temptations in their environment, and uses hiphop to mediate between the two.
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“Bitch, Don’t Kill My Vibe” and “Backseat Freestyle” work together and individually to develop tension in the album. Lamar uses “Bitch Don’t Kill My Vibe” to establish his faith by writing from his current perspective and gives it a particular sound so he can later sonically and productionally contrast it with violent, loud, and heavy beats, like those in “Backseat Freestyle,” which embody his profane environment. Lamar uses “Backseat Freestyle” to contrast “Bitch, Don’t Kill My Vibe” and to further develop tension by juxtaposing his and his community’s profane dreams with Martin Luther King Jr.’s faithful dreams and using double-perspective to comment on the profanity and illustrate its complexity.
INTERPLAY & TENSION CLIMAXED ON “SING ABOUT ME, I’M DYING OF THIRST”
Lamar continues using the techniques implemented on “Bitch, Don’t Kill My Vibe” and
“Backseat Freestyle” throughout the album and also reveals other prominent techniques. Throughout the album, Lamar uses desert, thirst, and hunger diction and imagery which culminate and climax on “Sing About Me, I’m Dying of thirst.” With this technique of development, Lamar uses the subconscious diction of K-Dot to illustrate that the tension between his faith and the profane is ever-present and deep-rooted, and he also uses it to explore his involvement with the profane. K-Dot constantly expresses subconscious dissatisfaction when he indulges in his vices. He thinks he is satisfying himself, but on “Sing About Me, I’m Dying of Thirst” he finally sees the signs he has been missing over the course of the narrative and realizes he is “dying of thirst.”
Lamar plants these seeds early on in “Sherane, a.k.a. Master Splinter’s Daughter.” In the song, K-Dot is thirsty for sex and lusts about Sherane. In just the third and fourth line of the first verse of the album, he describes Sherane, saying:
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“Ass came with a hump, from the jump she was a camel
I want to ride like Arabians” (Kendrick Lamar 2012).
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“From the jump” K-Dot uses imagery that places him in a desert, and he looks to his vice, sex, to help him (Kendrick Lamar 2012). Sherane is the camel and K-Dot thinks that “riding” her, indulging his vice, will be beneficial like an Arabian would ride a camel to get places more efficiently (Kendrick Lamar 2012). Although the latter part of that interpretation may be unintentional, the use of desert imagery this early in the album is very intentional and Lamar uses it to plant a thematic seed.
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Lamar continues to develop desert imagery in verse 2 with the lines:
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“I was in heat like a cactus, my tactics of bein’ thirsty
Probably could hurt me, but fuck it, I got some heart
Grab my momma’s keys, hopped in the car, then, oh boy” (Kendrick Lamar 2012).
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K-Dot is still in the heat of the desert and, like a cactus, tries to quench his thirst any way possible. He knows his desperation will likely result in trying to drink from polluted sources, but throughout the album he ignores his conscience and listens to his heart, which is corrupted by his environment. Ultimately, his ignorance and indulgence are what lead to the tragedy on
“Swimming Pools” when his friend, Dave, is murdered. On “Sherane, a.k.a. Master Splinter’s
Daughter,” K-Dot’s thirst is what compels him to get in the car and go to Sherane’s house, which results in him getting jumped, which is why he and his friends seek revenge, which results in Dave’s murder. So, although K-Dot and his friends’ corruption is largely a product of their environment, they also contribute to the madness and play along with the “murderous rhythm” of their city (Kendrick Lamar 2012). Through desert imagery in “Sherane, a.k.a. Master Splinter’s Daughter,” Lamar illustrates his complicity in the conflict between faith and the profane, where he fights alongside the profane.
Lamar develops hunger, desert, and thirst diction further in “The Art of Peer Pressure,”
“Money Trees,” and “Poetic Justice.” In “The Art of Peer Pressure,” K-Dot says he is “hungry for anything unhealthy,” further adding to the idea that K-Dot is perpetuating the conflict by feeding his vices (Kendrick Lamar 2012). In the final verse of “Money Trees,” Jay Rock, a rapper featured on the song, raps:
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“In the streets with a heater under my dungarees
Dreams of me getting shaded under a money tree” (Kendrick Lamar 2012).
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This line adds a similar idea, but with a bit of nuance. Again, this person is in a desert-like environment and needs relief. It is ironic that Jay Rock is dreaming of relief from the heat and conflict in his environment through money because he says he has a “heater,” or gun, in his pants, which he wants to take into the shade with him (Kendrick Lamar 2012). The irony is that if Jay Rock brings the “heater” with him into the shade, then the shade will do nothing to relieve him (Kendrick Lamar 2012). He will still be hot and his need for relief will continue to grow. This irony has not been confirmed as intentional, however, the desert imagery of a hot environment is recurring and intentional.
Thirst is a central motif in “Poetic Justice.” In the song, K-Dot is lusting about Sherane on his way to her house, planning to have sex with her. The song is an embodiment of K-Dot’s thirst for sex and shows how he schemes to get it by crafting a love letter. The song also confirms Lamar’s intentionality in crafting his lyrics and this album to speak on things much bigger than music. In verse three, he writes:
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“Every time I write these words they become a taboo
Makin’ sure my punctuation curve, every letter here’s true
Livin’ my life in the margin and that metaphor was proof” (Kendrick Lamar 2012).
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These are important lines because they urge listeners to pay close attention to the album like they would a movie or book. They describe Lamar’s intentionality and craftsmanship with his lyrics, or wordsmanship, his awareness of the finality of his music once it is released, then identify themselves as metaphor. Knowing Lamar tediously crafts the lyrics and organization of his music, listeners can safely assume the recurring desert, thirst, and hunger diction, and much more, is intentional.
This is why researchers such as Molokov and Zueva, and teachers such as Tony Pozdol have studied hip-hop as literature. Molokov and Zueva studied three hip-hop albums, including Lamar’s good kid m.A.A.d. city, to identify their postmodern features such as intertextuality, impersonation, play and theatricality, pastiche, complicated organization of texts, allusions, fragmentation, paranoia, minimalism, maximalism, metafiction, fabulation, temporal distortion, and hyper-reality. They found Lamar’s good kid m.A.A.d. city has nearly all the postmodern features and specifically makes heavy use of intertextuality and fragmentation, as in “Backseat Freestyle,” to add layers to his message, make the album interactive, and reflect the chaos of the mad city of Compton (Molokov and Zueva, 2017).
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These techniques bear the most fruit in the culmination of the thirst motif on the second half of “Sing About Me, I’m Dying of Thirst.” Lamar identified this song as the climax of the album in an interview with Complex, and also added that it “represents being in a situation where all this happens throughout the day, but at the end of the day we run into this particular lady and she breaks down the story of God, positivity, life, being free, and being real with yourself” (Ahmed, 2012). Everything on the album builds up and K-Dot and his friends get thirstier and thirstier until they are given real water on this song. Using the thirst motif at the end of each verse in this song, Lamar further describes the tension between faith and the profane.
Verse 1 ends with:
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“Hands on the wheel, who said we wasn’t
Dyin’ of thirst, dyin’ of thirst, dyin’ of thirst?” (Kendrick Lamar, 2012).
Verse 2 ends with:
“I know I’m good at
Dyin’ of thirst, dyin’ of thirst, dyin’ of thirst” (Kendrick Lamar, 2012).
Verse 3 ends with:
“I’ll show you how to
Dye your thirst, dye your thirst, dye your thirst” (Kendrick Lamar, 2012).
Verse 4 ends with:
“Hereditary, all of my cousins
Dyin’ of thirst, dyin’ of thirst, dyin’ of thirst” (Kendrick Lamar, 2012).
And verse 5 ends with:
“My momma say ‘see, a pastor gave me a promise
What if today was the rapture and you completely tarnished?
The truth will set you free, so to me be completely honest
You dyin’ of thirst, you dyin’ of thirst, So hop in that water and pray that it works’” (Kendrick Lamar, 2012).
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With each succeeding verse, K-Dot identifies a different aspect of his thirst. First, he finally admits that he is thirsty. Second, he says he is good at perpetuating and worsening his thirst by indulging in his vices. Third, he says people dye their thirst, denying and disguising it, by tricking themselves into thinking that they are getting real water from their vices. Fourth, he says his cousins, and his entire community, are also dying of thirst. Fifth, he finally identifies the only source of water that will quench his thirst: “the blood of Jesus” as K-Dot puts it (Kendrick Lamar, 2012).
The culmination of thirst throughout the album is self-inflicted by K-Dot giving in to the profane, ignoring the ever-present whispers of warning from his faithful conscience. When he finally hears the whispers from his subconscious, he sees the profane for what it is. Before this, he blurred the lines between the good and evil, but now he sees them more clearly. He begins to consciously understand their complex relationship and his involvement with both, and through Lamar’s music listeners can do the same. The profane has been tempting him throughout the day and disguising itself as good, but faith has been ever-present, telling him the truth about his vices by identifying them with dissatisfied diction through his subconscious. Both are deep-rooted in his and his community’s hearts and desires and are constantly fighting for attention. Now that the conflict is identified, K-Dot continues to struggle with them, but in a different way.
In the final verse of “Sing About Me, I’m Dying of Thirst,” K-Dot has a revelation that directly leads to the central question of the next song, “Real.” He asks how to live a real life of faith in a profane environment. Before asking this question, he realizes that his thirst, his wicked desires, need to change, but they cannot be changed by sheer will power. His only hope is to
“hop in that water and pray that it works” (Kendrick Lamar 2012). K-Dot finally begins his maturation into Kendrick Lamar and uses hip-hop as an intermediary between the two sides of the ever-present conflict between faith and the profane.
INTERPLAY & TENSION ON “REAL”
In “Real,” Lamar further emphasizes the contrast between the self-destructive life of the streets and a true life of faith and asks how to live a real life of faith in his profane environment, sparking self-reflection in his listeners. In an interview with Complex Lamar said this song is
“the start of me recognizing everything I was doing throughout that day, it wasn’t real. Everybody has their own perception of what a ‘real nigga’ is. Most of the time a real nigga is a street cat or someone putting in some type of work and doing violence. That’s what we thought they was. Someone who’s about that life. But on that record, it was me getting an understanding of what real is, and my pops breaking down on that record. It shows the influence he had on my life. Real is taking care of your family. Real is responsibility. Real is believing in a high power, believing in God. Real is having morals.
Real is carrying yourself in a manner where you’re not influenced by anybody else. You have your own mind, your own outlook on life. You’re not doing what’s just the trend or doing what people want you to do” (Ahmed, 2012).
Verse 1 is about women like Sherane and verse 2 is about guys like K-Dot and his friends. In both verses he explains how each seeks satisfaction from temporary pleasures such as money, power, and respect, and how their love for these things is irrelevant if they do not love themselves, if they are not “real.” He ends each verse with:
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“But what love got to do with it when you don’t love yourself?”
(Kendrick Lamar, 2012).
Ultimately, their desires are influenced by the “murderous rhythm” of their city, and by seeking out those desires they are perpetuating destruction and are “doing what’s just the trend” (Ahmed, 2012).
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In verse 3, he identifies with the people in the first two verses, saying he shares the same desires. He realizes that he seems to love the profane things that bring destruction and turmoil, meaning he is not loving himself because, if he did, he would want and do what is best for his real self, who is not selfish or violent. He asks if he should hate his profane desires, money, power, and respect, because they are temporary and inhibit his ability to be faithful to God, his faithful desire, and love his true self, rapping:
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“To the point I should hate everything I do love?
Should I hate living my life inside the club?
Should I hate her for watching me for that reason?
Should I hate him for telling me that I’m seizin’?
Should I hate them for telling me ‘ball out’?
Should I hate street credibility I’m talkin’ about
Hating all money, power, respect in my will
Or hating the fact none of that shit make me real?” (Kendrick Lamar 2012).
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K-Dot recognizes he has conflicting desires, which complicates the conflict between faith and the profane. He is now an active player on both sides. This echoes a passage from the Bible, Romans 7:15-20, where Paul writes,
"For I do not understand my own actions. For I do not do what I want, but I do the very thing I hate. Now if I do what I do not want, I agree with the law, that it is good. So now it is no longer I who do it, but sin that dwells within me. For I know that nothing good dwells in me, that is, in my flesh. For I have the desire to do what is right, but not the ability to carry it out. For I do not do the good I want, but the evil I do not want is what I keep doing. Now if I do what I do not want, it is no longer I who do it, but sin that dwells in me" (ESV, 2007: 2169).
Like Paul, K-Dot is at war with lingering desires of the flesh.
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His conversion on “Sing About Me, I’m Dying of Thirst” altered his desires and prompted him to reflect on his day, the life of the streets, and ask what a life of faith looks like. He realizes that the desires and life of the streets, or the desires and life of K-Dot and his friends, are directly opposed to living a real life, which his new, faithful self desperately wants. K-Dot is now engaged in the Christian conflict described by Paul and asks how to deal with it. His question is directly followed by a series of voicemails.
In the final voicemails of the album, Kendrick's father calls to console Kendrick over the loss of Dave. In the voicemail, he warns him not to give in to retaliation and explains that being real means taking responsibility, taking care of and loving your family, and being in communion with God. Kendrick's dad hands the phone to his mother, who tells Kendrick she knows about his encounter with the older woman at the Food 4 Less and that he needs to take her words seriously because he really is dying of thirst, and that he needs to take music seriously as well.
In her final words of wisdom, Kendrick's mother tells him she hopes he heeds the old woman’s and his father's words and learns from this experience, becoming a changed man – a real man. She tells him to use his music for good, to tell his story, bring positivity, and show a way out to the kids in a "dark place of violence" (Kendrick Lamar 2012). The skit ends with
Kendrick’s mother telling him she loves him in spite of all his mistakes and that she is waiting for him to come back and listen to her advice. The sound of a cassette tape being stopped and fast-forwarded is then played, which leads into the final song, "Compton," where Kendrick finally heeds his mother’s and father's advice and brings positivity to his city through his music.
K-Dot’s question of how to live a life of faith with conflicting desires in a profane environment is answered in the voicemails. He cannot change his desires through sheer will power, which he acknowledged in the final verse of “Sing About Me, I’m Dying of Thirst.” Rather than trying to force change, he needed to be changed. In the final voicemails, his mother tells him to listen to the people that care about him and to bring positivity to his city through music. K-Dot was changed and began his transformation into Kendrick Lamar because of his exposure to the positive influences and various perspectives displayed throughout the album, and through hip-hop he can share those positive influences and perspectives with others by taking them through the same journey he experienced, hoping it will change them like it changed him. This is exactly what he does with this album.
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In Zachary Settle’s Christ and Pop Culture article “‘Dying of Thirst’: Kendrick Lamar's 'Good Kid M.A.A.D. City' as Theology of Confession” (2014) he says that, through a day in the life plot structure and confessions interwoven into the events of narrative, Lamar emphasizes the applicability of the album’s theme of faith. Lamar uses skits, incorporating voicemails, conversations, and environmental sounds (car doors, tapes, etc.) to draw listeners in and make them feel like they are along for the ride, priming them for honesty and change when they hear the stories and good news of holy water on “Sing About Me, I’m Dying of Thirst” and the positivity and love from his parents on “Real.” Essentially, by taking the listener through a day in the life of a teenager in one of the hardest cities in America, Lamar urges listeners to think about the application of their faith, priming them for a similar transformation (Settle, 2014).
Bettina Love makes a similar observation about Lamar’s ability to spark self-reflection.
In her article “Good Kids, Mad Cities: Kendrick Lamar and Finding Inner Resistance in Response to Ferguson USA,” she focuses on Lamar’s ability to reflect on and clearly communicate his environment and learn from it to resist the powers that create the chaos and wickedness pervading America. She notes that, through his music, Lamar has also encouraged others to do the same. He has inspired the creation of campaigns and organizations aimed at equipping today’s youth with the abilities to counteract oppressive forces and better their communities (Love, 2016). By putting his actions and reflections into his albums, Lamar hopes to empower kids in situations like his to resist wickedness by sparking self-reflection.
The only way to change is by seeing the world through a new lens, and in this album Lamar provides listeners with the lens that changed him. Lamar uses the autoethnographic method to tell a story that embodies many stories, but tells them through his own self-reflective lens, and uses hip-hop, a medium commonly labeled profane, to tell it in a way that initiates a reflection of self and faith. In his own reflection, he recognizes his complicity with the profane, hoping listeners will do the same. The stories and perspectives in the narrative of the album are all too familiar to some and unheard of to others, but Lamar attempts to communicate them in a way that sparks self-reflection in all listeners.
HIP-HOP'S ROLE
Through these structural, literary, and thematic techniques, Lamar uses hip-hop to ease the tension between God and faith, and the profane. Hip-hop is typically the music of violent, profane environments like Compton, and has a both faithful and profane past that uniquely situates the genre in the middle of the conflict’s battlefield. The genre has also matured and gained popularity over the years, implementing old and new developmental techniques and becoming mainstream. Lamar uses these characteristics of hip-hop to use the genre to bring understanding and positivity where no other genre can as effectively: to the middle of the battlefield.
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In good kid, m.A.A.d. city, Lamar develops themes of God and faith and the profane to highlight their conflict and spark honest self-reflection that he hopes will change lives, lead to a better understanding of one’s position in the ever-present conflict, and ease this tension by enabling his audience to resist profane-influenced temptations and seek God and faith instead. This is what Bettina Love calls resistance through “the act of stillness” (Love, 2016, p. 320). According to Lamar, the two sides of the conflict are directly opposed, ever-present, and deep-rooted. Everybody is deeply entangled in the conflict and resident to the battlefield whether they know it or not because both sides invade our thoughts and motivations, intermingling and distorting our perception and understanding of ourselves and our desires, making us oblivious perpetrators of our own undoing.
Lamar was, at one point, oblivious to this conflict, until a culmination of tragedies and wisdom forced upon him a new set of glasses. He realized he was situated in the middle of the conflict and found himself desiring a real, faithful life devoted to God, directly opposed to his old desires. He asked how to live a real life of faith and his parents told him to seek God and bring positivity to dark and violent places like inner cities such as Compton.
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Although the battlefield of God and the profane is everywhere, it is most prominent in violent inner cities, where hip-hop is from. Hip-hop is dominated by artists from these dark places of violence, such as Lamar, and they offer insider perspectives unattainable elsewhere.
Lamar presents his Christian faith as the only hope for a battlefield resident, boldly claiming that, even in inner city war zones, the tension can be alleviated. Insider perspectives to the conflict, such as those presented on good kid, m.A.A.d. city, offer the opportunity for a deeper understanding of the conflict and self, thereby easing the tension. Hip-hop is uniquely situated in the heart of the battlefield, and artists such as Kendrick Lamar have taken advantage of this to use the art form to ease the tension by illustrating its extremity and providing insider perspectives to spark self-reflection and change in listeners.
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